I do.

Eight years ago I had no idea how to be a wife. Sure I’d read books, articles, forums, people gave advice. I remember none of that advice now, but I tried my best to be a good wife to you, and to make you happy, happier than you'd ever been. I remember cooking every meal…

With This Ring

I took my wedding ring off today Brian. I remember the day you placed it on my finger, I remember looking deep into your eyes and knowing that you meant forever, and sweetheart, so did I. I proudly wore this golden band for 7 years, 11 months and 1 week. I remember you telling me…

Where were you?

Before you read this, please know that I have since dealt with the anger I felt that day, and at no point have I EVER wanted to harm myself. Grief is not logical, and many times anger isn't either. When the two mix it can be quite exhausting. I also want to say that God…

To My Husband

To My Husband:                     Ten years ago you walked into my life, how could I have known you would change my life in such a beautiful way. You brought a new type of love and joy to my world. Not only did you love me despite…